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Name: Trina
Location: Surrey, United Kingdom
Birthday: 11/26/1900
Gender: Female


Interests: Talking to strangers. Standing in the rain. Art of any kind. Storms. Wandering. Getting someone somewhere to know me.
Expertise: Self-isolation.
Occupation: Other


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Member Since: 4/17/2004

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Wednesday, November 24, 2004

-stole this from alex-

HOW TO LOVE A GIRL: tell her you think that she's cool. tell her why you think she's so cool. smell her. talk to her in movie theatres. pick her up and pretend you're going to throw her in the river, she'll scream and fight you but secretly, she'll love it. hold her hand and skip. hold her hand and run. just hold her hand. pick her flowers out of other people's gardens and give them to her. tell her she looks pretty. let her pay for stuff if she wants to. introduce her to your friends as 'the coolest girl i know'. sit in the park and talk to her. take her to the library and playgrounds and train stations. tell her dirty jokes. tell her stupid jokes. talk about politics. write poems about her. just walk around with her. throw pebbles at her window at night, when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her. take her to shows of bands she's never heard. hold her hand in the mosh pit. let her fall asleep in your arms. call her. call her back if she calls you. sing to her, no matter how bad you are. carve your names into a tree. get her mad, then kiss her. give her piggy-back rides. go see her band play even if they really suck. and tell her that they were great. give her space if she needs it. push her on swings. stay up with her all night when she's sick. make up pet names for her, but cool ones, not sappy ones. teach her guitar. lend her your cds. write on her. make her mixtapes. write her letters. if she asks you to go to a show with her, go, even it it means a 5 hour train trip. take her to cool shops and let her take you to even cooler ones. listen to all the bands she mentions. dont tell her that her favorite bands suck. when shes sad hang out with her or stay on the phone even if shes not saying anything. buy her ice cream. when you find out that she used to be a teenybopper dont bag her about it. let her take all the photos of you she wants. look into her eyes. slow dance with her, even if the music if fast. kiss her in the rain. when you fall in love with her, tell her.

Currently Playing: Truly Madly Deeply
- - Truly, Madly, Deeply


Sunday, November 07, 2004

Everyone take this quiz thing before I keel you. xD;

 

What Would You Do If..


I cried:

I asked you to help:

I was becoming suicidal:

I killed myself:

I died from natural causes:

I started smoking:

I stole something:

I was hospitalized:

I ran away from home:

I got in a fight and you were there:





What Do You Think About My..

Personality:

Eyes:

Hair:

Clothes:

Voice:

Humor:

Choice of music:

Mannerisms:






Would You...

Be my friend:

Tell me the truth, no matter what:

Lie to make me feel better:

Spread rumors about me:

Keep a secret if I told you one:

Loan me some cash:

Hold my hand:

Take a bullet for me:

Keep in touch:

Try and solve my problems:

Love me:





Other Things...

Who are you?:

Are we friends?:

When and how did we meet?:

How have I affected you?:

What do you think of me?:

Physically, what stands out?:

Describe me in one word:


If you could give me anything what would it be?:

How well do you know me?:

When's the last time you saw me?:

Are you going to put this on your Xanga and see what I say about you?:

Currently Playing: Stabbing Westward
- - The Only Thing


Saturday, October 23, 2004

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Saturday, October 09, 2004

Today, I was going to rant. I was going to rant the rantiest rant of all my rantdom. but I'm not going to now. I won't because something wonderful has happened.

I have seen a glimmer of hope in the distance and I'm going to reach it if it kills me.


Friday, October 01, 2004

 

Currently Reading: The Vampire's Assistant (Cirque du Freak, Book 2)



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`Cause I`m broken when I'm lonesome, and I don`t feel right when you`re gone away..

"And will you tell all your friends; You've got your gun to my head; This all was only wishful thinkin`; This all was only wishful thinkin`.." "Hoping for the best, just hoping nothing happens; A thousand clever lines, unread on clever napkins; I will never ask if you don't ever tell me; I know you well enough to know you never loved me.."
I find love humiliating, a sick and desperate need that drains me, God I hope I never feel again..

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